This is me. I have never been a social person. I’m an introvert in a world that requires me to be an extrovert and it’s exhausting. People in general just don’t like me. They ignore me in every sense, and when they don’t, I get this feeling that I’m a burden or that they hardly notice I’m there. I’m turning 30 in a few weeks and I’m dreading the fact that I know people won’t be coming to my little get-together to the point that I’m considering not doing anything and just pretending like it’s not a big deal or something. It’s those little things. Oh and I’ve been living in London for 12 years. Sad, innit?